INTERVENTION

Unexpectedly

The odds turned their backs

The rocks started to fall off 

The plans fully thought

Desintegrated 

The intervention of love

for someone I care fondly

backfired, rebounded 

My heart is found dead

Words were used before

In the same platform

In a similar situation

The outcome was different

Because I could see the light

But now you will erase

Every aspect of my existence

Besides all the ways

You tried your best to keep me

There is a written letter

For my beloved one

When you see the envelope

I hope you lay your eyes upon

I'd rather not have to deal

With the pressure of letting you go

I'd rather turn around

Like the coward you used to know

The bus stop will be our stop

And the station will see our situation

No one who wanders around

Would noticed the intervention

I was born broken and wicked

You made me nice for the while

But my ruptures are true

I feel sorry for you

Not in a pity way

You grew so strong

You're huge and important

Made for success

I will never forget you

Always tattoed on my heart

As the one who showed love

As the one as bright as the stars

I singled you out once

And I kept you collected

As my most important memory

Like the brightest object

I'm sorry I let you down

The odds weren't in our favor

Or maybe they were

But my heart had drown

I couldn't feel the flavor

Of love you gave me

It was the most generous

Never forget me

Please now that you saved me

My beloved little baby boy

Now speaking frankly, without rhymes or anything

I'm letting you go, and I feel heavy as an anchor

Anchored down to a bottomless see

Forever going down.

I'm the most afraid person I know this time around, but I have to face reality as 

the warrior I know I am.

You'll be forever in my heart, and as Marina says:

"You still mean everything to me, but I wanna be free".

The only thing I would actually change is "want to" for "need to". 

It's not a matter of wanting, because if I could 

choose anything, I'd love to be with you.

It's purely a matter of needing. 

I need to be free right now.

I need to be by myself.

I need to.